Thread:Fire Eater/@comment-24245380-20140401035137/@comment-1037137-20140401054618

Actually yes, I didn't realize I was such a special case in a place where clashing views and attitudes is a regular thing. I see so much negativity and heated dissatisfaction from so many other people and tagbacking here and elsewhere, why am I apparently that sore a point for you guys?

If I'm a negative source of energy to you guys, well can I just say a small handful of you have been a negative source of energy for me and probably others like me? I see more negativity than optimism here, and I guess I'm partly to blame but I'm just a part.

Again, you haven't acknowledged that I am totally aware of my own failings and offenses, I don't deny them. Yeah, my attitude sucks. I'm prone to disputes. I get defensive, I get hotheaded, I'm very assertive, often when it's probably not for the best but it's an impulse, I guess. What do you mean I haven't owned up to it? I'm totally self-aware I'm not less guilty. But when was the last time you guys owned up to any of that, huh? I'm not going to be the scapegoat for the negativity I myself didn't generate.