User blog comment:ScrawnyLittleWhiteBoy/Confession and Apology/@comment-5231983-20171028164513/@comment-30933826-20171028171342

I'm not going to pretend this isn't true. All of it is. I'm not going to deny that I did and said awful, terrible things, and abused the trust that the people here had put in me. I'm not trying to sweep what I did under the rug with "Sorrys," but I still am infinitely sorry, and honestly appalled at what I did looking back on it. I don't deserve or expect forgiveness. However, I don't want you think I'm remorseless. I truly wish I'd never done what I did, and I really did learn from this, and for all of your sakes, I refuse to do it ever again.

To be honest, I don't want people to "be on my side." I don't have a side. I'm 100% in the wrong here. No one did anything wrong to me, yet I hurt so many people. I shouldn't be forgiven for that.

RBW, to you especially, I will never forgive myself for what I did to you. To everyone really, but especially you. I'm so sorry about everything. Every single lie I told was wrong, twisted, selfish, and inexcusable. I'll always look back at my time with you and everyone else as a reminder of how badly I hurt the people who thought they were close to me, and I swear to you, I will never do this again.