Thread:Numbuhthreefan/@comment-4389268-20160519134720

Sorry for my recent behavior. I got my reasons other than stress in real life. And its not becasue of people not having the same opinon with me. Its more personnel than that. You see, i put my ass on this wiki for almost 5 years, putting up with more than one bullies and buttholes, admins rejecting some of my ideas that even succeed in proposals, cancelling Featured user when i almost win (yes i'm still piss at that) and going through so much of critism to become a great user. And even after getting kicked in the ass so many times, I'm still loyal to the wiki.

Here's the thing on interaction pages. I created so many interaction pages, change here and there on this and that page, even gives the heaviest contribution to it when BreakingMikey once propose to remove the headlines. Which means I somewhat know about how well an interaction can consider as a page or what can be added in the page. The least i deserve is that people listen to me whenever they come up with a new page. Sure people come once a while for my advice even though they rather have an admin's but after a while it change.

What i meant on about people who support the proposal meaning people (including people who i taught and people who know me well) should had known why i oppose it. I gave my whole heart reasons of why but even still, some people would rather listen to an inexperience user rather than me. This is somewhat disrespecting. And the worst part is, i dont hate the inexperience user for it. Just the experience users who doesnt take my advice or reason to effect, as if i'm just a voice of a ghost who cant do anything.

Then it goes here and there where no one listen to me anymore, making a mockery about me, calling me for something i never do or what i am not, and even siding with a new childish and whiny user who cant even write a proper edit without making kindergarten mistakes. Even the users i mentored are all criticizing me for whatever reasons. This might be a childish thing to some people but not for me, since nobody really gives a damn about me in real life. '''Here's a thing, i only acted as a jerk in self defense cause for months, people are being jerk towards me. I never throw the first stone just so you know.'''

PS: consider the MMR my final contribution to the wiki. Once that, I quit, not simply retired like last time, I mean I quit, done and gone with both the show and wiki. Real life just is a b**** and i want less problems, escpecially within a wiki for a children show where majority of the fans (both here and out wiki)  are crazier than die hard anime fans. I've been fighting on this wiki for way too long and i do not want to be corrupted any further. No one gonna miss me anyway. Not anymore that is. 