Thread:King Flurry51/@comment-25196843-20151020210023/@comment-25297892-20151029222130

Hi, I didn't reply to this message immediately cuz I needed to stay a week away from any source of anxiety, since I had my exam for the driving license. At the beginning of the week I happened to get through one of my usual moments of depression and felt the urge to unleash it somewhere: the TDEF wiki was the first scapegoat I thought at, and I basically spat all the venom accumulated for a ton of reasons, not only related to the wiki events. Most of the things I tested were nonsense, fruit of my insanity slippage, the only true things were that I really felt outcasted in the wiki, and developed an huge hatre towards anything related to FvsF. Sigh... the fact is that I'm tired of people backstabbing me everytime I put my trust in them, it's so unfair that I can't forget what you did, what Cabbage did, what everyone did to me. The list is neverending, and today, I added 10 more to it just for the sake of the pushover I am.

By the way, a little part of me can't forget how much joy this wiki gave to me, it helped me find back the will to write and roleplay, and I met a splendid user like you, and it burned me the most when I discovered your betrayal, twice in a row. I'd like to forgive again, but if this happens again? What I should do for my own sanity? I miss my chats with you and Berry, as much I tried to get over my own way, I couldn't ignore the void left. The fact I have changed my AKA title so many times is a proof of my undecided mood. Happy for your project to found your own wiki, by the way. Wish you luck..