User blog:Ale-Alejandro/For Every Story There Is Two Sides. This Is Mine.

I'm going to be honest, and admit something: Not everything I do is right. I don't always make the best descisions, and this certainly was NOT my brightest moment. If you are unaware of what I'm referring to, then this blog is not for you.

Musou and I have kind-of-sort-of been friends, and I respect Musou greatly. However, I do not always respect some things she does. The blog was out of line, and not nice to me, and, honestly, greatly offended me and made me feel terrible. However, this is not what I'm here to talk about.

I'm simply here to defend myself and my own actions.

I don't believe in user harassment, and with Mikey, I understand what he did was wrong of him as well.

We all mess up sometimes.

The thing is, this is miniscule. Do you see people getting along here often? No, you don't. People love to fight here. Honestly, we're "Total Drama". It's really fitting, don't you think? When I told Musou that you see people attacking each other all the time, you have to admit it's true. No one can ever seem to get along. You have to understand that it is human nature and that people don't like other people and feel the need to fight.

However, there is a simple way to avoid future fights in long term conflicts. "GET. OVER. IT." It's kind of like with trolls. If you show the troll they affect you, the troll becomes stronger and hurts you more then they would if you pulled as Jessi Slaughter and started screaming "YOU HATERZ DON'T PHASE ME!" (Actually, this is totally being phased. NVM on that.) The best thing you can do is ignore people.

Now, I used to save quotes quite often, and since I am certainly no Jessi Slaughter, I do overreact sometimes. When I did save quotes, I found people teamed up against me, and I honestly felt rather alone. That's how I'm feeling right now.

When I posted my "This is not important. This is just here." rant, I had no intention of this impact. In this, I was not trying to call Musou a "b***h" or say she had "b***h disease". Really, guys, "b***h disease" is a joke I got off Family Feud one day when I entered it because I was stuck and found out it was a real thing. I was referring to the fact EVERYONE has the downright need to take part in some form of gossip, harassment, or insults. I really can't comprehend sometimes why people do such bad things, even knowing that I myself do bad things, too. Back to subject, the rant was in no way trying to attack Musou. I felt her miniature-rant at me kind of got me on edge from an already very stress filled week so I needed some place to have my word out there without a fight.

My side of the story.

However, when I take my own opinion and put it out there, I feel I rather neglect the opinions and feelings of others, so, now, similar to Mikey's blog, I'm just going to apologize. I know what I did was wrong, and, while being the good girl gets you nowhere in life, being the bad one also isn't always okay.

So, Musou, I am deeply apologetic for what I did. I had no right to attack you like that, and you really are a kick-ass little mouse and I'm sorry for making you feel bad. I still do not support what you did, but I do support you as a person, because you really are a nice girl. And, to everyone, I'm sorry for making you put up with even more dramatic sh**. Because, like, you know. It's not normally nice.

Lastly, I wanted to adress some comments on Musou's blog. Guys, you can agree with what Musou stated, but can you not have to hurt other people's feelings while doing so? I'll throw out some examples:

"*clap* *clap* Musou, this is possibly the greatest blog I have EVER read. In fact, I don't know what to say anymore except, if I ever have a problem, I'm totally going to you. :3 I wouldn't expect this kind of behavior from Ale, so this is pretty shocking. And isn't she a FU? :|"

KK, I just have to say, the things stated where an overdramatic display of my rant. I am a FU, and I know that it's not the "expected behavior", but sometimes things aren't so "expected" in life. What I did was wrong, and I know it is, but no one has a right to attack another person for it. Not Mikey, not me, not Musou, not admins, not users, not rollbacks. No one. People have opinions, and that was mine. That's all.

If any of you are curious as to where my rant was or what the contents of it where in whole, you can find it here: http://13littlebutterflies.wikia.com/wiki/This_Isn%27t_Really_Important._It_Is_Just_Here.

(WARNING: Strong language and apparently offensive material.)

I regret what I did, and my opinion has changed. I know what I did. It's not right.

But, whatever.

Bye loves,

Ale.