User blog comment:Nalyd Renrut/Countdown to 10,000 Season Five Week Eight/@comment-2205520-20110528112505

Well what can I say? It has been a long hard battle throughout Countdown and ultimately, I faced defeat. But it was not in vain. I did what I could and edited to my willfull extent, but this week I just couldn't do it. In the previous week, I battled fiercly with Uros and when I finally defeated him, I asked myself "Can I continue on like this? Destroying a users chance to get back into the competition? Is it really worth it?" Despite the support, ultimately my heart gave in as I could not bear to ruin another users chances. Maybe it would not have been so, but in the end, my will to edit is gone and Comic won. But somehow, I am glad he did. He did tell me after all he really wanted to get back in the competition and I myself had had enough, for I could not go on.

But hear me out, for my progress was not all for personal glory. I went through this competition in honour of Aimers who was so close to victory in season three. I promised him I'd make it to the merge and then promised him I'd make it to the final 6. But I never made it. And now I am so ashamed I let him down. But it was fun while it lasted and now I hope Ishni wins the game. Aimers, if you are reading this, I am so sorry I didn;t make it. But I couldn;t go on... I just couldn't.